Why do you make me feel this way? Why do you make me feel so crazy about things that should be completely understandable? My feelings for you are growing again, they never have really gone away completely…I’ve always loved you and been head over heels for you for 3 years now. Now you’re about to come back to town and I’m scared as fuck. I wasn’t scared at first when we first met because I was unscarred then and my heart wasn’t completely fucking smashed and broken. Sometimes I wonder, are we ever going to be what we once were, again? Am I wasting my time, getting my hopes up to only have shit thrown in my face? Is it worth it or am I just giving my love away to someone who doesn’t deserve it? No, he is definitely worth it. I know he is, because he is everything I have ever dreamed about. The only man I cold ever want, need, and see myself with. I just want that back. But is it ever going to be the same anymore? If anything I would just hope it would be better.
No more bullshit, no more games or lying or cheating. REPLACE ALL OF IT WITH BEING REAL, AND MATURITY.